Sunday, September 30, 2007
MEH
MMM, It's 843, and i am falllllllling asleeeeeeep!! My diet isn't wking out so well, but I'm stickin g too it, because, idk I just am. I'm going to bed now. short post. byeeeeeee <3333333
Monday, September 24, 2007
The root of all evil
Seventh grade. Sam and I were in science. She was amking fun of Dana in a picture she drew. I drew a picture of a sumo and said it was Sam. Then Dillon (SAm's Crush) took the drawing of Sam the Sumo and drew obscene body parts on it. Sam and I were laughing about it and having good fun. Then on the bus sam was talking trash about me like, EW, chelsea is such a Bitch, and a slut and all this stuff that I never expected from a best friend. She didn't talk to me for four days, and made me cry so much, because, she was my best friend and I thought we were close. Finally, after three days, I wrote the best apology letter that I could muster up, bougth her her favorite candy bars and wrapped them up all cute.
I hid them in her locker, and then i went to first period. WE had second together, and she opens her arms out, and says Chelsea, I forgive you. I was wondering what she was mad at for, but whatever.
Then there was spring break and I didn't see her for a week. I was sick on her birthdaym, and four days later it was mine,. So i was being really nice to her and staying on her good side.
Then at my br=irthday party, her brother tries to commit suicide, so she ended up coming because it wasn't safe for her at her house. But she didn't even bring me a present, but i didn't really care i was glad we were friends again.
Her and jamie got in a huge fight the next day. Jamie and Dana knew a secret and didn't tell Sam, so Sam got mad at Jamie for not telling her. I knew the secret but I didn't hear it from Jamie or Dana i heard it from Kalina in my PE class. After school Sam calls Jamie and forgives her, but Jamie said something "offensive" to Sam and Sam got mad at her all over again. Jamie tried to save herself by bringing me down with her.
"but Sam, you know that Chelsea knew too, right?"
And then Sam gets mad a me all over agin.
BUt this time I had a partner in Crime.
Long story short, Sam forgave Jamie but not me, after Jamie and I had that talk where Sam probably wouldn't forgive me (for whatever it was that i did) And Jamie wouldn't be Sam;s friend until she forgave me. But That didnt' happen.
After school I cried all over again because I couldn't believe the meannes of people.
I called her after school to find out she had a hate message,"Don't you just HATE chelsea? She's such a ___________, Well. if this is Cheelsea, get the ________ out of my life. BUt if it sin't, leave a message."
I left her 12 messages and she didn't get back to me.
This has taken me 20 minutes and i am tired of typing but I will finis hthe rest tomorrow or something. :)
I hid them in her locker, and then i went to first period. WE had second together, and she opens her arms out, and says Chelsea, I forgive you. I was wondering what she was mad at for, but whatever.
Then there was spring break and I didn't see her for a week. I was sick on her birthdaym, and four days later it was mine,. So i was being really nice to her and staying on her good side.
Then at my br=irthday party, her brother tries to commit suicide, so she ended up coming because it wasn't safe for her at her house. But she didn't even bring me a present, but i didn't really care i was glad we were friends again.
Her and jamie got in a huge fight the next day. Jamie and Dana knew a secret and didn't tell Sam, so Sam got mad at Jamie for not telling her. I knew the secret but I didn't hear it from Jamie or Dana i heard it from Kalina in my PE class. After school Sam calls Jamie and forgives her, but Jamie said something "offensive" to Sam and Sam got mad at her all over again. Jamie tried to save herself by bringing me down with her.
"but Sam, you know that Chelsea knew too, right?"
And then Sam gets mad a me all over agin.
BUt this time I had a partner in Crime.
Long story short, Sam forgave Jamie but not me, after Jamie and I had that talk where Sam probably wouldn't forgive me (for whatever it was that i did) And Jamie wouldn't be Sam;s friend until she forgave me. But That didnt' happen.
After school I cried all over again because I couldn't believe the meannes of people.
I called her after school to find out she had a hate message,"Don't you just HATE chelsea? She's such a ___________, Well. if this is Cheelsea, get the ________ out of my life. BUt if it sin't, leave a message."
I left her 12 messages and she didn't get back to me.
This has taken me 20 minutes and i am tired of typing but I will finis hthe rest tomorrow or something. :)
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Insanity
Ahhhhhhhhh.
Alot happened on friday. I'll start at the beginning:
Sid's surprise birthday party was that night. We were all doing a good job by not telling her. Then came lunch. Nicole sits down at the table and starts like, full on giving me the evil eye. Then she says,"Uhm, SID. SOMEONE didn't invite me to their party!"
Sid says, "I'm not having a party."
Nicole says,"Uhm, yeah, because someone in my PE class said you were having one, and I"M not invited."
I see the situation start to crumble and so I say, "Sid, you're having a party?"
Sid says,"No, I'm not having a party."
Sam elbows Nicole signaling her to shut up. I can tell that Sid is seeing something going on. Then Jamie says, "Chelsea, come with me to my locker."
I am on the verge of tears, because Nicole only did this to piss me off and ruin everything because her and Dana weren't invited. I start bawling with Jamie (who earned major points that day for being there for me, and now I have to move her off the list because she knew that Sam told Dana, who told Nicole---- yeah I'm getting ahead of myself. I explained to her that I've never had a friends who hasn't screwed me over at least once, and how everyone i know is fake, blah blah blah. it was ture, tho.
Then Jamie and I were talking about how Sam turned them against us, and how she isn't a true friend, really, blah blah blah.
So Sid and Sam come up and sam gives me the Thunbs up sign, and whispers, "she doesn't know" in me ear.
I didn't believe her.
So Sid asks me what what wrong because my eyes were puffy, and I said," I got dirt in them." i know, right? SO she asks me to explain and I said, it will all make sense tonight. And ten she was confused.
So apparently Dana kept asking Sam why she wouldnt come over to her house on friday, and Sam felt really bad and said, "Chelsea is throwing a surprise birthday party for Sid and you're not invited."
Sam is such an Idiot because obviously telling Dana, she would tell nicole, and Nicole is such a bitch that she would ruin the whole thing. So it's sam's fault, really.
Then Sid tricks Nicole into telling her the whole thing, and it wasn't a surprise. But it was still really fun. And now I don't really like Dana.
ANYWAAAY, vote for me in the best dressed!
Hi I'm chelsea, spare a vote for my best dressed entry? FAvors are returned!
love chelsea
Alot happened on friday. I'll start at the beginning:
Sid's surprise birthday party was that night. We were all doing a good job by not telling her. Then came lunch. Nicole sits down at the table and starts like, full on giving me the evil eye. Then she says,"Uhm, SID. SOMEONE didn't invite me to their party!"
Sid says, "I'm not having a party."
Nicole says,"Uhm, yeah, because someone in my PE class said you were having one, and I"M not invited."
I see the situation start to crumble and so I say, "Sid, you're having a party?"
Sid says,"No, I'm not having a party."
Sam elbows Nicole signaling her to shut up. I can tell that Sid is seeing something going on. Then Jamie says, "Chelsea, come with me to my locker."
I am on the verge of tears, because Nicole only did this to piss me off and ruin everything because her and Dana weren't invited. I start bawling with Jamie (who earned major points that day for being there for me, and now I have to move her off the list because she knew that Sam told Dana, who told Nicole---- yeah I'm getting ahead of myself. I explained to her that I've never had a friends who hasn't screwed me over at least once, and how everyone i know is fake, blah blah blah. it was ture, tho.
Then Jamie and I were talking about how Sam turned them against us, and how she isn't a true friend, really, blah blah blah.
So Sid and Sam come up and sam gives me the Thunbs up sign, and whispers, "she doesn't know" in me ear.
I didn't believe her.
So Sid asks me what what wrong because my eyes were puffy, and I said," I got dirt in them." i know, right? SO she asks me to explain and I said, it will all make sense tonight. And ten she was confused.
So apparently Dana kept asking Sam why she wouldnt come over to her house on friday, and Sam felt really bad and said, "Chelsea is throwing a surprise birthday party for Sid and you're not invited."
Sam is such an Idiot because obviously telling Dana, she would tell nicole, and Nicole is such a bitch that she would ruin the whole thing. So it's sam's fault, really.
Then Sid tricks Nicole into telling her the whole thing, and it wasn't a surprise. But it was still really fun. And now I don't really like Dana.
ANYWAAAY, vote for me in the best dressed!
Hi I'm chelsea, spare a vote for my best dressed entry? FAvors are returned!
love chelsea
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Ahhhhh...
MMM. I am a little depressed. I realized in math today that every single one of my friends has done at least one thing to piss me off and create drama, And so in conclusion, I've decided to branch out and retouch with my friends of last year, make new friends, and get rid of my best friends. Why? Because I don't believe in best friends anymore. Here is a list:
TRUE FRIENDS:
Lauren
Sid
Molly
Aubree
Melissa--Except i only see her once a week, so she's never really done anything BAD.
FAKE FRIENDS:
Dana
Natalie
UNSURE:
Sam
Jamie
Sarah
PEOPLE WHO AREN'T MY BEST FRIENDS OR USED TO BE, OR LOST TOUCH WITH, BUT I STILL LIKE THEM:
Jamie Davis
Ivy
Suness
Niki
Tori
Kelsey
Britt
Shayna
And that pretty much sums it up.
I definetly have issues with Dana, I sit next to her in English ,and generally we're pretty nice to each other and sutff. But I heard from Kelsey that she's been talking behind my back about what i wear and (how fat I am??) And then I remember what Nicole DId to me, she's such a bitch and I'm totally mad that Sam turned both Dana and Nicole against me. And the thing is, Sam has some sort of power to conrol everyone like Jamie and Dana. like Jamie claims that we bonded when SAm and I were in the fight, and that she's over sam and doesn't consider them good friends anymore and that Sam is bitching to her, but them she goes all bestie with sam on me! And Dana is nice to me, butin front of sam, she'll cross me.
And the other thing is, Sam has decided to forgive me, but DANA AND NICOLE STILL HATE ME!!!! AND WTF DID I DO TO THEM? NOTHING!!!!! (except for bringing the bag im using to school when i had it first but nicole brought it first for a lower price. and now she's not bringing that bag anymore, so idk what her problem is. She hates me. and im okay with that because she was never nicce to me in the first place, but whatever.) BUt for Dana to be fake for me, and pretend to be there for me last year when i practically cried everyday for amonth, that's insane.
OMG. I just figured out what my problem is. I let people in too close, and when they turn on me, it kills me and i go in to trama mode. I think what I have to do is isolate myself and give up on friends, because then they can't do anything to piss you off.
TRUE FRIENDS:
Lauren
Sid
Molly
Aubree
Melissa--Except i only see her once a week, so she's never really done anything BAD.
FAKE FRIENDS:
Dana
Natalie
UNSURE:
Sam
Jamie
Sarah
PEOPLE WHO AREN'T MY BEST FRIENDS OR USED TO BE, OR LOST TOUCH WITH, BUT I STILL LIKE THEM:
Jamie Davis
Ivy
Suness
Niki
Tori
Kelsey
Britt
Shayna
And that pretty much sums it up.
I definetly have issues with Dana, I sit next to her in English ,and generally we're pretty nice to each other and sutff. But I heard from Kelsey that she's been talking behind my back about what i wear and (how fat I am??) And then I remember what Nicole DId to me, she's such a bitch and I'm totally mad that Sam turned both Dana and Nicole against me. And the thing is, Sam has some sort of power to conrol everyone like Jamie and Dana. like Jamie claims that we bonded when SAm and I were in the fight, and that she's over sam and doesn't consider them good friends anymore and that Sam is bitching to her, but them she goes all bestie with sam on me! And Dana is nice to me, butin front of sam, she'll cross me.
And the other thing is, Sam has decided to forgive me, but DANA AND NICOLE STILL HATE ME!!!! AND WTF DID I DO TO THEM? NOTHING!!!!! (except for bringing the bag im using to school when i had it first but nicole brought it first for a lower price. and now she's not bringing that bag anymore, so idk what her problem is. She hates me. and im okay with that because she was never nicce to me in the first place, but whatever.) BUt for Dana to be fake for me, and pretend to be there for me last year when i practically cried everyday for amonth, that's insane.
OMG. I just figured out what my problem is. I let people in too close, and when they turn on me, it kills me and i go in to trama mode. I think what I have to do is isolate myself and give up on friends, because then they can't do anything to piss you off.
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Clique Contest
CLIQUE CONTEST:: Alright. Enough with the "alexandre cheated" and the "leaderboard is screwy" SHUT UP, okay? You don't know that for a fact. And also, shut up with the "THis thing was a life changing experience" THAT"S a load of crap. Your experience was thousands of girls gued to the computer for two months ripping each other off and being fake.
I had fun with the contest, i met alot of new people and had a lot of fun with them, and I do admit, I was one of those girls glued to the computer until 2 AM and waking everyone up screaming,"OMG, I'M IN FIRST PLACE! I HAVE A 7.6" Well, that was two weeks ago, a bout a month and a half into the contest, and I was here in this contest the whole freakin time.
Due to the selfishness and jealousy of others, I was knocked from my 7.6 at the top to 7.2 in the thousandths place standing on the leaderboard. I can tell you, I gave up then. And I did SO much hard work to campain and spread my entry all over the web. I got about 1,000 views and 300 votes, but I was in the contest from the beginning.
I let my entry drop from it's #15 spot to a 7.2. Why? because I didn't want to end up like all of you who are petitioning for "their rightful spot on the leaderboard." I didn't want this to become my whole life, and MOST IMPORTANTLY, I KNOW THAT LISI WILL FIND MY AUDITION AND GO THROUGH IT AND SEE MY POTENTIAL. AND IF SHE DOESN'T, IM NOT GOING TO WHINE ABOUT NOT MAKING THE CUT FOR THE HIGH STANDARDS OF HOLLYWOOD LIKE SOME OF YOU WILL....
Because for all of you who are saying that this is a "once in a lifetime opportunity." Wake up. The grand prize offers a spot to audition for "a" role in the movie. NOt "the lead role." You don't know if it's Massie. You don't know if it's Claire. You don't know if it's an extra, or a chance to get into a suit and play Massie's horse. Nothing in Hollywood is Guaranteed. I know that for a fact. But honestly, You're not going to star in this film as a Massie or Claire. You might get cast as an extra if you get lucky. Because I know that the people in Hollywood are only there to rip you off and break your hearts. Sad but true. Sorry for putting it bluntly.
Chelsea
I had fun with the contest, i met alot of new people and had a lot of fun with them, and I do admit, I was one of those girls glued to the computer until 2 AM and waking everyone up screaming,"OMG, I'M IN FIRST PLACE! I HAVE A 7.6" Well, that was two weeks ago, a bout a month and a half into the contest, and I was here in this contest the whole freakin time.
Due to the selfishness and jealousy of others, I was knocked from my 7.6 at the top to 7.2 in the thousandths place standing on the leaderboard. I can tell you, I gave up then. And I did SO much hard work to campain and spread my entry all over the web. I got about 1,000 views and 300 votes, but I was in the contest from the beginning.
I let my entry drop from it's #15 spot to a 7.2. Why? because I didn't want to end up like all of you who are petitioning for "their rightful spot on the leaderboard." I didn't want this to become my whole life, and MOST IMPORTANTLY, I KNOW THAT LISI WILL FIND MY AUDITION AND GO THROUGH IT AND SEE MY POTENTIAL. AND IF SHE DOESN'T, IM NOT GOING TO WHINE ABOUT NOT MAKING THE CUT FOR THE HIGH STANDARDS OF HOLLYWOOD LIKE SOME OF YOU WILL....
Because for all of you who are saying that this is a "once in a lifetime opportunity." Wake up. The grand prize offers a spot to audition for "a" role in the movie. NOt "the lead role." You don't know if it's Massie. You don't know if it's Claire. You don't know if it's an extra, or a chance to get into a suit and play Massie's horse. Nothing in Hollywood is Guaranteed. I know that for a fact. But honestly, You're not going to star in this film as a Massie or Claire. You might get cast as an extra if you get lucky. Because I know that the people in Hollywood are only there to rip you off and break your hearts. Sad but true. Sorry for putting it bluntly.
Chelsea
Sunday, September 9, 2007
Ughhhh!!
Ugh, I absolutely am DONE! DONE! I was doing computer work yesterday for mi dad, (bcause I am SO the comp. geek) and then my mom calls and wants me to put away my clothes, Mkayy. Fine. Ill do that, but not until I am finished doing editing for my dad. So She gets home and I am 50% done, but then I take a break and do some stuff (i don't remember what) and I watch the Sound of Music on the TV. So then this morning she gets all, "I am so dissappointerd in you for not picking up your clothes today. If you want to go hang out with Sid and Molly, then You can bet that my answer will be no." I was like WHAT??? ANd then she says, we're going to do some family bonding today. WEll, idk about you, but my idea of family bonding is NAWT
a.) Cleaning my room
b.) Going on the computer while she and my sister take a nap,
c.) watching my dad write a book and my brother run around the house with not pants on, and
d.) being forbidden to leave the house on account of I am partially gournded.
And that brings me here. So I hva wasted about 2 hours playing some game on the computer, "The Impossible Quiz" (Ever heard of it, it is SO hardd!! And Addicting!!) And watching MTV. I'll be here all day, thank you very much. Well, bye.
Chels
a.) Cleaning my room
b.) Going on the computer while she and my sister take a nap,
c.) watching my dad write a book and my brother run around the house with not pants on, and
d.) being forbidden to leave the house on account of I am partially gournded.
And that brings me here. So I hva wasted about 2 hours playing some game on the computer, "The Impossible Quiz" (Ever heard of it, it is SO hardd!! And Addicting!!) And watching MTV. I'll be here all day, thank you very much. Well, bye.
Chels
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
OLD SKOOL
Okay, so school OFFICIALLY started today. I know, right? It was pretty boring with all the teachers just handing out papers and whatnot. anywaaaay, the is absolutely NO ONE in my first period PE. Austin, Kyle, and Tomas, are the only people I know. And they don't even count because everyone thinks they are gay, and it would be total status compromising if I talked to them at all. So I made friends with this girl who all i know her name coulld be Fareekwah. I have no Idea. Buut Sam at least tried to talk to me today. She actally said. "Someone else is wearing your shirt today." I could tell htat she wanted to talk and start a convo, but did't know how. And I pity those who are like that. So I pretended to be interested in what she had to say and i bet she thinks that our friendship is totally back to normal. HA! not! After what she did to me, we will only be aquiatences. Not friends. Not Best friends, or BFF"s. But I amso rry to say, I just cant let myselft let her back into my life. Besides, eighth grade HAS to rock out loud. Ans so far it will. But I am not going to let her stand in my way. And for those of your wonde3ring what she did to make me pity her, to bad! I guess you will have to live life not knowing......
chels
chels
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